You wouldn't let me sleep my dear. But that is ok, I had been up late at a party anyways. While you boxed your friends in the back yard, I was avoiding alcohol and the pot being passed around. But the music was what let me jam. Hard core moshing in the basement, a kid even let me punch him because he elbowed me in the face, no pain though. Just the wonderful thrill of throwing my body around to the non-beat music that seems to be popular today.
Wow, I was almost crying. I really had fallen in love with you. It's crazy how someone who didn't believe in it in the first place had fallen for it. It pains me to say that I really do love you; but it's true.
I am the eternal optimist. But didn't believe in nonsense. You go straight through me.
If only we were married.
And wanted to have children.
God this is right. How can I tell you what I need you to know. I have always loved everything, but now I see you with your bedroom eyes and the stillness resting in my heart, like saying anything and waking up at 3 in the afternoon to do a photo shoot was what it was worth all my life. And he said hanky panky no?
But maybe this falling in love business will not be so bad after having both tried it before. I can't believe how old I am. Should be much more than I am but never imagined I would make it past 16.
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